On this Thursday morning, I am reflecting on my last few months of doing readings and all the struggles we are all facing as our World goes through massive transformations. I too am transforming into a new way of being in the world.
I have discovered over the past four months especially, that my new way of being, after having my thyroid removed and finding what my body will and will not do, was not what I anticipated.
Much to my dismay, my body is deciding my new roads and letting me know that I cannot do readings any longer...again. But this time I believe it will be permanent. My vocal cords are still going through challenges and even though my energy levels have become stronger, after doing readings, all of that drastically changes. I become very weak, very unstable energetically, and frankly I have a super frustrating, hard time recovering from the energy I put out doing readings. It takes me days to recover energetically from doing one reading, whether it is 15 minutes or an hour, I am not bouncing back from doing this work.
My time as a professional Psychic Medium is done. I have to stop requiring my body to balance out my energies after I do a reading and just let it be in the energies of the earth, not travelling all over the energy streams doing readings for the collective. I have to stay in my own energy now. It breaks my heart to even say that, but it is the truth of it. Those of you who have received readings from me know that I travel into your energy, the universal energies, the energies of the dead, and then share all that I receive from those different energy streams. I share the visions, the predictions, the feelings, the knowing of what is happening in other's lives and that has been my "super power" for 39 years. It's hard to let it go and say no more, but my health is still struggling and my energy levels do not recover. It is so obvious to me and maybe all of you, that it is time for me to do other things that do not tax my energy levels so heavily.
Thank you to everyone who has crossed paths with me. Thank you to everyone who was so supportive of me in so many amazing ways. Thank you to all of you who shared your energies, your struggles, your hurts, your joys, all of what life is, thank you for sharing it all with me. I will most definitely miss those interactions and hold them dear to my heart. I have been honored to be the messenger and to have seen so many miracles, blessings, and beautiful messages from Spirit and the Other Side. It is a gift to be a part of all of that which I will always cherish., I cannot be more blessed than to have had the opportunity to witness it all and be a part of it. I am eternally grateful. I promise this is my last blog about having to end my career and then restarting it again. It's done and I am off to discover my new paths as many of you are doing in your own lives.
Thank you for sharing in my journey and for being shining lights in my life!
Wishing you all a happy Summer and sending out hugs to you all.
Brightest end of the road, beginning again on a new adventure, blessings,
P.S. there are five remaining people who are expecting mini readings. Those have been recorded and will be emailed out to you over the weekend. I have not forgotten you Kira, Tiffany, Linda, Isaac and Clyde,